Did I successfully scare you off with my questions? And I would approach that with a question still hu. Just was thinking after looking at your gallery how I’d liked to have the flash images you have. All my dreams are pleasant you know. No thrashing, screaming, panting for a miniature breath of air. Waking up in the middle of night in cold sweats. I’ve never had a real nightmare. I started trying to remember my dreams but I can only remember the ones that feel more like daydreaming like right before I enter deep sleep.
I literally felt and heard my self laughing during one of them. It was weird because I was trying to wake up but I couldn’t move. One time I tried to wake up during one of them and I swear I had this seizure. It was such torture. But still i've been trying to make that happen again because it didn’t really hurt. I just had no control over my body. The twitching, it was nice. But at the same time I’m wondering was I just dreaming that. If so it felt very real. Like when I try to move my arm and it doesn’t respond and it takes a long time before I can make anything move. Was I dreaming or was my body still asleep or something. This was a note to someone but I thought better about it and decided to not bother them anymore but I still wanted to post this somewhere. Because when I’m gone I want someone to know this and if it’s on the net, it’s bound to be discovered. It is inevitable. no?

I’ll keep u posted when I have a real nightmare.